Yes, but listening to my Deep Feeling, makes me feel sick.

What you label “sick”. Is the fear of your Light. When you say: “Makes me feel sick”, is because what you hear, what you feel inside yourself, is in conflict with the artificial construction, with an illusory planning. What you feel, is leading you away from what you rationally have built, and this is frightening you. But when you chose to abandon yourself to what you feel, you will discover that there is no separation between matter and Spirit, and in the meeting of the two, you will find peace.
Therefore, do not escape, but embrace with courage and go over the fear. You have not chosen your path by chance: your True Self has taken you where you can find the tools to get back and meeting Who You Really Are.
Is it clear for you?

Not really …

Speak with Antonio, and tell him precisely what is making you feeling sick when you listen to your Deep Feeling. He will give you the tools to overcome that fear.

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Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 30.11.2021