I do not understand what I am doing that is fictitious. What are the tricks that are you talking about?

You try to solve the conflict into the earthly duality, through actions or escapes, but you forget to obseve the conflict through the Unity. Or even better, you tell it, you tell yourself, but soon after your thoughts get back to the judgment of the other, or the judgment about the situation, thetefore you get into the dual mdality, there is you, and there is something agains you.
Is it clearer now?

Yes.

Therefore, observe your thoughts, monitor them and get back to the Unity. In this phase, you can directly start from the physical pain, observe it, listen to it, and get it back to the Unity that You Are. You are not your physical body, separated from your True Essence that is manifesting itself. Therefore, express your intention to bring back your manifestation in balance with Who You Really Are, stop giving outside yourself the responsability of what is happening.
Is it clear for you?

More or less.

The pain, is like the alarm clock, in relation to a hidden or masked , aspect that you can not grasp. Therefore, since it is not necessary that you get aware of all this throgh your rationality, on the contrary it is important for you, that you get aware that despite you do not underrstand, Everything Is One: every pain, every diffficulty, every conflict, every friction in lived from you in separation. Therefore, even if you do not understand, get that conflict, that pain, that separation, back to the Union, knowing that it is your manifestation for your highest manigfestatin into the earthy dimension.

It may seem like a small thing to you, since you are accostomed to searching great proofs, but in Reality, the Real change is the awareness that You Are The One, and all that you are living, is the earthly experience that you have chosen

Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 02.03.2024