Yes, but I have already tried to do this thing, but I did not get any result. And knowing that all depends on me, instead of making me happy, this makes me feel even more angry, because I can not obtain the result that I want.

When you stop trying to pursue the result, you will get the result.
As long as you lie down in the sun, checking every instant if your skin is getting brown, your skin will not get brown, and you will be fed up before your skin gets brow,
Is it clear for you?

Yes, but this makes me feel angry. How can I learn to manage this?

As you know, everyone in his incaration has chosen some programs. Your programs are hiding your Divinity, Is not useful to feel angry or irritated, since as long as you do not recognize them, you will not be able to overcome them. Embrace this side of your attitude, and work in order to get past the program of impatience, of the immediate result: you will discover that by letting go the expectation, the result already is there, and will manifest before your eyes. Therefore, through the work that you are already doing, work on “I am not able”, and on the impatience. Then continue training yourself “over your tanning”. Is it clear for you?

Yes, but …

When the eyes have been remaining for a long time in the dark, they can not see the light, even in broad daylight. But adapting little by little to the light, allows to the eyes to see the fullness of the light, while adapting little by little.
Is it clear for you?

Yes.

Your attention is caught by your rational part. This is preventing you from accessing your internal listening. Exercise every day your internal listening, and you will find the way to directly receive these words inside yourself

[to be continued]

Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 30.11.2021