{"id":51438,"date":"2024-04-17T21:44:50","date_gmt":"2024-04-17T19:44:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/?p=51438"},"modified":"2024-04-19T09:32:10","modified_gmt":"2024-04-19T07:32:10","slug":"i-thought-about-suicide","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/en\/i-thought-about-suicide\/","title":{"rendered":"I thought about suicide &#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<section class=\"wpb-content-wrapper\"><p>[vc_section][vc_row][vc_column width=&#8221;3\/4&#8243;][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<div class=\"et_pb_module et_pb_text et_pb_text_0 et_pb_text_align_left et_pb_bg_layout_light\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\">\n<h1 style=\"text-align: center;\">I thought about suicide &#8230;<\/h1>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_51433\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/nature-2597056_1280.jpg\"><img aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-51433\" decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-51433 size-medium\" src=\"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/04\/nature-2597056_1280-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-51433\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Foto di <a href=\"https:\/\/pixabay.com\/it\/users\/stocksnap-894430\/?utm_source=link-attribution&amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;utm_campaign=image&amp;utm_content=2597056\">StockSnap<\/a> da <a href=\"https:\/\/pixabay.com\/it\/\/?utm_source=link-attribution&amp;utm_medium=referral&amp;utm_campaign=image&amp;utm_content=2597056\">Pixabay<\/a><\/p><\/div>\n<p>Several times I thought about suicide. I chose to bring myself to this? Is it just a thought?<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff00ff;\">What is suicide?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>The death of the physical body?<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff00ff;\">Yes, but what is death?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>The experience of the end on this level of existence, on this planet.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff00ff;\">Yes &#8230; if you keep looking at it in duality, in separation &#8230; yes. But is it consistent with All is One?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>No.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff00ff;\">Exact. So to choose suicide is to choose to deny your Divinity because you choose that there are no alternatives, choose that there are no Infinite Possibilities. And it\u2019s an experience. It\u2019s just an experience. Because in the Infinite Possibilities you chose to commit suicide, and you did so, you chose not to commit suicide, you chose not to even think about it, you chose to kill another, you chose to live peacefully, you chose &#8230; I can go on forever, because the possibilities are endless. So thinking about suicide is nothing but experience. You have had this experience: it is not right, it is not wrong, it is not a drama, it is just an experience. The question is, now that you have rediscovered the Truths you know, what do you want to do with your life?<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><span class=\"rosso-maestrale\">Excerpt of a <em>Channeling from the Source session<\/em><\/span><br \/>\n<span class=\"rosso-maestrale\">of 11.04.2024<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column width=&#8221;1\/4&#8243;][vc_single_image image=&#8221;37225&#8243; img_size=&#8221;medium&#8221; alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; onclick=&#8221;custom_link&#8221; link=&#8221;https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/blog-2\/&#8221;][vc_single_image image=&#8221;38479&#8243; img_size=&#8221;medium&#8221; alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; onclick=&#8221;custom_link&#8221; link=&#8221;https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/dona-il-tuo-5&#215;1000-2\/&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][\/vc_section][vc_row][vc_column width=&#8221;3\/4&#8243;][\/vc_column][vc_column width=&#8221;1\/4&#8243;][vc_widget_sidebar sidebar_id=&#8221;et_pb_widget_area_20&#8243;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n<\/section>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Several times I thought about suicide. 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