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The fact that I feel guilty for not being there when my mother passed away because it was the Covid period and so they didn’t make us wait. When the ambulance came to pick her up, she stayed there for hours and hours and then they told me she had died. And the thing that bothers me is that I can’t digest this, in the sense that she was alone. What could this mean for me?<\/p>\n

I have a question for you.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yes.<\/p>\n

Who are you? <\/span><\/p>\n

XYZ [Editor’s note: name of the person who asked the question<\/em>]<\/p>\n

No. XYZ is the manifestation. XYZ is the individualization that is experiencing the experience you are aware of. But who are you in Reality? <\/span><\/p>\n

The Divine?<\/p>\n

Yes. So who are you?<\/span><\/p>\n

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How many Divines are there?<\/span><\/p>\n

One.<\/p>\n

One. So who are you?<\/span><\/p>\n

Good question\u2026<\/p>\n

You know the answer, but your “little self” is ashamed to say it, because it feels presumptuous to say “I Am the One.” But there is no presumption, there is Truth. Therefore, if everything is One, there is no XYZ, mother, partner, Lucia, Antonio, but there is the One who shows himself in infinite forms, but is always One. Do you understand what I mean? <\/span><\/p>\n

Yes.<\/p>\n

Now, the experience is what you have chosen to live in the incarnation of which you are aware in order to Expand, but at the same time You are your mother, at the same time You are Lucia who is lending her voice, at the same time You are the voice you are hearing. Is this clear to you? <\/span><\/p>\n

Yes.<\/p>\n

Now, in the Infinite Possibilities, since in the One there is everything and in the All there is everything, your mother is not dead at all. Where do you think she is?<\/span><\/p>\n

Inside me\u2026<\/p>\n

Inside, outside: in the Infinite Possibilities, you are experiencing in infinite ways. You, in the awareness of the “little self” you know as XYZ, experienced your mother’s death during the Covid period, taken away by an ambulance, etc., etc., but it’s like a movie. Therefore, you saw that film and you suffered (that is, lived with pathos, passion, emotion) that event, which in reality is a message for you to let the concreteness of the earthly dimension die without letting it condition your vision of life. You didn’t see her die, you didn’t accompany her in her death, because the detachment from the earthly dimension was (and still is) imperatively necessary.<\/span><\/p>\n

So in reality, your mother is not dead: she is alive in infinite ways, but your thoughts, through your dense bodies, continue to relive her death. Therefore, you continue to send the same message to your “little self” to die to the concreteness of the earthly dimension, to die to that vision of life that makes you perceive yourself as small, inadequate, wrong, and mistaken. This allows you to open yourself to the vision of the Divinity that You Are, living your daily life in permanent contact with your True Nature, guided by your Deep Feeling and not by the mental processes that keep you in cause and effect and guilt.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source<\/em> session
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