{"id":62601,"date":"2026-08-08T19:36:35","date_gmt":"2026-08-08T17:36:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/?p=62601"},"modified":"2026-10-20T21:36:03","modified_gmt":"2026-10-20T19:36:03","slug":"im-scared-but-i-cant-wait","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/en\/im-scared-but-i-cant-wait\/","title":{"rendered":"I\u2019m scared, but I can\u2019t wait"},"content":{"rendered":"<section class=\"wpb-content-wrapper\"><p>[vc_section][vc_row][vc_column width=&#8221;3\/4&#8243;][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<div class=\"et_pb_module et_pb_text et_pb_text_0 et_pb_text_align_left et_pb_bg_layout_light\">\n<div class=\"et_pb_text_inner\">\n<h1 style=\"text-align: center;\">I\u2019m scared, but I can\u2019t wait<\/h1>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]<a href=\"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/stocksnap-people-2598486-1-scaled.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"wp-image-61766 size-medium aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/stocksnap-people-2598486-1-286x300.jpg\" alt=\"Foto di StockSnap da Pixabay\" width=\"286\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Let&#8217;s say that, in a way, I\u2019m afraid of this meeting, yet I was really looking forward to it. Today, I noticed some pain in my right armpit. I\u2019d like to understand: why is there this pain? What caused it? Where is it coming from? Is it trying to tell me something?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Everything you experience in your earthly incarnation always holds meaning: there are no coincidences or trivial matters, for everything serves your Path of Expansion.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Thus, your fear, and, at the same time, your enthusiasm, regarding this encounter speaks to your inner conflict between matter and spirit: the desire to rediscover and live in alignment with Who You Truly Are, and simultaneously the fear of letting go of what you know and believe, and, more generally, the fear of your own Light.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">The pain you feel speaks to your fear of not being adequate. So, do not fixate on that pain or look for a physical cause; instead, observe the message it brings you. It is telling you that you do not believe in Who You Truly Are; and since you are discovering that you are, in Reality, a Divine Being undergoing an earthly experience, this frightens you because you attach a great sense of responsibility to this Truth. In part, that is exactly the case, but responsibility means &#8220;being able to respond to Life.&#8221; Therefore, the responsibility is toward your own life: everything is for you, and everything is created by you.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Do you understand what I mean?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Why specifically pain under the armpit, and not in a knee or a foot?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">The human body has its own earthly biological laws, yet it responds to the communication sent by your True Self. Thus, the physical body is not merely composed of a skeleton, organs, and tissues; it is much more. The physical body is also an energetic body, traversed by meridians that connect the entire system to the higher bodies.<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Therefore, the pain you are experiencing is, in reality, a pain that speaks to you of a stagnation of congested energy in one of these meridians, one that, through resonance, is linked to self-esteem. Thus, the self-esteem meridian, which humans associate with the spleen (and therefore the left armpit), is actually connected to the right armpit as well. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Is that clear to you?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Not entirely. Still, I&#8217;m trying to understand\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">The energy body\u2026 imagine the human body\u2019s circulatory or lymphatic system: at an energetic level, they function in the same way, as if there were energy channels allowing the very energy that You Are to flow through you. When a blockage or a stagnation of heavy, congested energy occurs, the flow stops, creating pain. <\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Is that clearer now?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Yes.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">The point where you feel the pain indicates where you need to work. It is, therefore, an invitation to surrender to the Truth of Who You Really Are, without fear, and to let go of the anger toward yourself that you have harbored up to this point. Thus, the &#8220;armpit&#8221; point relates to self-esteem, while the side relates to anger.<\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Is that clear to you?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Better.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"color: #b811b8;\">Do you have any questions?<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><span class=\"rosso-maestrale\">Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session<br \/>\nof 02.12.2023<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span class=\"verde-maestrale\"><strong>1 \u2013 continues<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][vc_column width=&#8221;1\/4&#8243;][vc_single_image image=&#8221;37225&#8243; img_size=&#8221;medium&#8221; alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; onclick=&#8221;custom_link&#8221; link=&#8221;https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/blog-2\/&#8221;][vc_single_image image=&#8221;38479&#8243; img_size=&#8221;medium&#8221; alignment=&#8221;center&#8221; onclick=&#8221;custom_link&#8221; link=&#8221;https:\/\/www.maestr-ale.org\/dona-il-tuo-5&#215;1000-2\/&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][\/vc_section][vc_row][vc_column width=&#8221;3\/4&#8243;][\/vc_column][vc_column width=&#8221;1\/4&#8243;][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<p>Inserisci il tuo indirizzo email per ricevere notifiche sui nuovi contenuti<\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][vc_raw_html]JTVCbWFpbHVwX2Zvcm0lNUQ=[\/vc_raw_html][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n<\/section>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Let&#8217;s say that, in a way, I\u2019m afraid of this meeting, yet I was really looking forward to it. 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