I have difficulties answering a question: What do I want? Because I don’t know what I want, I don’t know if what I want is exactly what I want. And the question is: how do you know what you want? Or is it like the story of love: when you meet true love, do you recognize it?

You will not be given an external answer, because the “what you want” is within you and does not pertain to earthly materiality. since “what you want” in the Absolute is clear within you, it will also be clear in the relative. So, return to the Center of your Center and ask the question by listening, and the answer will be clear to you.
Is it clear to you?

If I understand correctly, I must want to be myself. The moment I am myself, everything external to me automatically takes shape. So, obviously, there’s a correspondence between who I Truly Am and what surrounds me in the materiality of things, in what I do?

Yes. However, be careful when you say “myself,” because Who You Really Are does not pertain to the identity you assumed in this incarnation, it therefore does not pertain to temperament, character, or family, but to Who You Really Are.
Is that clear to you?

Clear, but difficult to perceive…

Open your perception to the possibility that “this IS,” letting go of the belief that manifesting your True Nature is difficult, because if you believe this, it will continue to be difficult.

Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 27.08.2021