Sometimes I lose faith. I worked for a long time to be able to find friends, but above all to find the person who would love me and that I would love, that is, a sincere, authentic love story, not an important one . And I have never met this person, nor have I ever met people who could radiate the same frequency as mine, the same tune to play with, but also talk about profound things. So I would like to understand how I can make this type of dream come true.

To answer your question you need to open yourself up to understanding that nothing of what happens in your life is a coincidence, a punishment or a missed goal. Because everything you have experienced and are experiencing is the experience you have come to have which is to remember Who You Are and to live according with this.

Therefore the faith you speak of, the one that leads you to rely on an external power, is no longer useful to you, since it is not Real. What is Real is that you are the Divine you seek outside of yourself: You are the All that forms the All and that is having an human experience.
Therefore in this part of your Journey you are not aware of your greatness, however the Truth is exactly within you.

Now, since all is One and You Are Oneness, everything that appears other to you – people, things, animals – is a manifestation of this Oneness, therefore a manifestation of you. Everything you observe so tangibly outside of you is actually a projection of what is inside you. Then friends, acquaintances, companions are unconscious carriers of communications from your True Self to lead you back to the Awakening of Who You Really Are.

You asked: “Why can’t I fulfill this dream of mine?”. The answer is that this dream of yours is ready to manifest to the extent that you align your Fundamental Frequency with the Absolute Truth, since your partner carries a message about your attitude to Life which in this part of your Journey is elusive, since you are looking for external factors that lead you to happiness. But everything in your life is bringing you back to the Truth: that joy, peace and Love are not outside you but inside you.

Then the time has come for you to let go of material desire to find the Truth within you. This Love so sought has always been with you, in you, you.
Everything manifests in your life when there is no conflict within you.

Channeling from the Source
14.12.23