I am always dissatisfied.

If you were standing in front of an enormous boulder, and you only have as a unique tool, a small pick, would you try to push the boulder away, to climb over the boulder or, with patience with your smalll pick, demolish the boulder little by little?

I would demolish it little by little …

So why in this case, you want to push it away in just one moment?

Because I feel that I have been picking the boulder already for a long time…

… with the expectation to see ithe boulder disappear. The expectation to see it disappear, makes the boulder growing, since your attention is focused on the problem, and not on the solution.

Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 30.11.2021