Evidently, awareness and knowledge aren’t enough, because I can’t find my way, even though I try… I’ve had many experiences… Indeed, there are energies to be eliminated, due precisely to personal or family experiences, such as the death of my mother, the death of my father… I feel like I’m not myself, and I don’t feel like I have a purpose, a goal to pursue, I can’t find my own direction in any area of life. And this has been going on forever, maybe… … yes.
And lately, this feeling of heaviness and unease, of instability, of not knowing… who I am, what I should do, where I should go, has become so overwhelming. I just can’t seem to make sense of anything, from a job, from a house, from a loved one, from a goal, from… so… I’m not there… there’s no direction.

Everything you experience in life is created by you. And it is not created separately, but manifests based on what you experience within you. So, the purpose you seek, in reality, is not tied to “doing,” but to Being. Your purpose is to gain the highest experience of Who You Really Are, but at this stage your vision is blurred, since you do not recognize Who You Really Are, so you seek in “doing” to fill the void you perceive, looking outside.

In reality, it is by realigning your System with your True Nature that you can regain balance, restore energy flow, and rediscover your bearings. Along your Path, you have received many signs, and these signs have somehow guided you to recognize Who You Are. Now you observe them through the eyes of the “little self,” which feels limited, lacking, inadequate, and therefore, faced with life’s events, lost, because you interpret them as being against you.

In reality, if you look through the eyes of Who You Really Are, all the events of your life are indications: your mother’s death speaks to you of dying to the concreteness of the earthly dimension, therefore of stopping basing your earthly experience on matter; your father’s death speaks to you of dying to every form of legitimacy, therefore of letting go any form of external recognition. In order for you to understand: it’s the tendency to recognize your value from what you perceive externally (reward, approval, esteem) that you read in what appears to be different from yourself. So you don’t recognize your intrinsic value, but wait for something external to validate that value. Do you understand what I mean?

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Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 31.01.2026