Why am I more confused now than before?

Compared to what?

Compared to what I should do.

“I should do” compared to what?

To the future, to work, to family, to everything that concerns me.

What you call “confusion” is “liberation” from the superstructures you’ve created, taking them from the world around you. Now you’re freeing yourself, as you’re gradually reconnecting with your truest self. This releases beliefs that are no longer useful to you, and your perception feels disoriented because you feel the urge to let go of beliefs and situations that don’t belong to you, yet you’re simultaneously afraid to do so.

Changing perspective requires the courage to trust, to stop planning, to adopt an attitude of full trust in Synchronicity, knowing that in the Whole, as you Are, everything is at your disposal and comes into your life in its own time.

Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 04.04.2019