Why do I boycott even the happy things I have? I mean, I’ve had a difficult life, and when I had something beautiful, I destroyed it. Why?

Because you don’t know Who You Are, and because you attribute labels of right/wrong, good/bad, allowed/not allowed to everything that appears external to you (but also to what is internal), in a constant game of duality that places you on one side or the other.

So, when you found yourself in alignment with your subtle bodies, you created events and situations in your life consistent with this alignment, which you perceived as “happy moments”; Yet, in experiencing them, you maintained the thought of duality. Therefore, the fears you brought into this incarnation to experience who you are not created the opposite of what you were experiencing.

So, for you to understand, the underlying fear of “What if it ends? Who knows how long it will last. I can’t maintain this state…” has created a reality consistent with these thoughts.
Do you understand what I mean?

Yes.

Now you are ready to let go of the illusion of separation from Who You Really Are, since what you are ready to accept is that you are not a human being striving toward Divinity, but rather a Divine Being that is having an earthly experience. Therefore, everything you experience is neither right nor wrong, but your experience. And now you have the opportunity to live this experience in a way that is consistent with the awareness of being a Divine Being.

Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 11.12.2024

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