I am constantly confused, dissatisfied, always looking for something. I am walking the path, but then I get lost …
What can I change?

My question for you is: what do you want?

If I only knew that …

In the Center of your Center you’ll find the answer of what is needed to your True Self for Feeling accomplished
Therefore I ask again: what do you want? What is that you feel strongly within you and that leads you to changes in order to feel accomplished?

Changes are not about what you do.
It’s about falling in love with Who You Really Are, by becoming Conscious, listening to that Light that speaks within, allowing it to guide you.

Ok but I only find the Light sometimes, and then it disappears.

What is it that makes it disappear?

In order for that Light to shine I always need a shoulder, of someone close to me: I cannot make it alone. I am afraid of being alone.

What is loneliness?

To me it is always related to matter. I find it difficult to elevate from matter.

Until you will say it, you will continue to have it.
In Reality you don’t find it difficult. You simply do not listen.
There is no loneliness for any human being, since loneliness only exists in your mind.
“Lonely” means “separated” However to be separate from the All that forms everything is an illusion, it is not Real.

Now close your eyes …
Place your attention to the Center of your chest …
Sense that constant pulsing sensation that you find in the Center of your chest: the warmth of a very white Light …
that pulsates and expands with every breath.
You are that Light.
Pulsates and expands … it is Joy … it is Peace… it is Love …
You are that. You cannot live separated, since this is the Essence of the All … it’s the Essence of everything. Every single one of your cells is … You whole Being Is.

Although now you do not have a shoulder to support you, you feel Peace, Joy and Love.

The longer you listed to the Light that speaks with no words, the more every step will progressively and constantly take you to remembering Who You Really Are: the only real change that can modify the experience in the material world.

From a Channneling
from the Source session of l’8.01.2019