I know that part of me knows that I wanted to incarnate in this body and in this earthly experience, but I also feel that part of me didn’t want to. I almost feel like I’ve been gently forced to come to Earth.

I have a question for you: if you are Oneness, who forced you?

Maybe part of me, or they could be more advanced beings …

So, all is not One? For if it is One, there are no more advanced beings. What is important to you is to acknowledge that all is One and that all is Love. So, Love has neither separations nor – having no separations – demands on anything. But Love that You Are has made a choice of individualisation in infinite forms. Jan has the awareness of this form, but you in your True Essence are also everything you observe out of the eyes of Jan. So, what you perceive as an inner conflict between wanting or not wanting, wanting or not having wanted the incarnation, in Reality is a mental process: mental process fed by the emotional body. Because you observe Life on the earthly plane, then on the earthly plane the ones in command are the dense bodies. The mental body is logical; the emotional body is creative; so, what happens? Faced with the difficulties of life the mental body produces thoughts mostly about lacking and suffering; the emotional body responds to these thoughts with pain, frustration, insecurity, fear. And the conclusion of the mental body is “Maybe I didn’t want to come here”. But in your individualisation communication with Who You Really Are is always active and constant. So at the Centre of your Centre you perceive the importance and the earthly beauty you are accomplishing, knowing – or rather – feeling that You are not your body, you are not your mind, nor your emotional body, but much more. Then open yourself to experience the much more that is in you.

Is that clear to you?

Yes. So that I can do this, do I have to change my beliefs or do I have to change my attitude?

You must look at Life from another point of view. Start looking at yourself not as a human being striving for Divinity, but as Divine playing an earthly game.

Do you understand the difference?

Yes.

Then everything you live will not be perceived by you as something that is happening against you, but observed as a communication that is sometimes enigmatic, but still a communication that comes to you for you to facilitate you on your Path of Expansion. This presupposes that you accept to let go of any judgment about what happens or those you perceive separated from you and you open yourself to observe them as indicators of path, knowing that everything that happens, Even what you habitually judge negative is in Reality a gift for your highest manifestation.

Channeling session from the Source

20.12.2023