My whole life is geared towards survival, and I’ve already grasped this point: it’s as if I’m seeking external confirmation. How do I internalize what I know intellectually, when in reality I do something else? It’s like a hamster on a wheel: I move forward, I make progress, but then a block immediately kicks in. That’s how it plays out in my life: money comes in and goes straight out again, because fundamentally it isn’t a… I mean, I do need material resources, but it’s always just about survival. What is the message? Because I still can’t seem to let this feeling, the one in my head, sink into my heart… because I know that isn’t the reality. And so, I often play the victim, and I am tired of playing the victim.

To answer your question, you must open yourself to the possibility that everything you know and believe may not be Real.

So, when we spoke earlier about a shift in your view of life, this is precisely what we were discussing. Your survival-based perspective is one of your programs: it is not wrong, bad, or negative; rather, it is what allowed you to experience who you are not, in order to lead you to Awakening and the recognition of Who You Really Are.

Therefore, everything you have experienced, and are currently experiencing, serves your highest manifestation. Embracing this brings you peace, for there is no longer anything to judge, condemn, or deem a mistake; everything is perfect for your expansion. Now, the stories you tell yourself regarding survival, and the justification of that survival, are all partially real: partially, because they are real within the illusory earthly dimension. Yet, in Reality, your entire journey has been filled with messages meant for you.

Your children speak to you of your power to create life, while your fear of lacking sufficient sustenance speaks of the fear held by your “little self”, that “egoic aspect within the form you have assumed” which bears your name, and which fears it is not up to the task of creating life because it does not recognize itself as a Divine Being. Thus, everything has guided you through experiences that allow you to recognize Who You Really Are.

The “victim” mindset is rooted in the experience of who you are not. However, if you step back and observe your life experiences closely, you will discover that money does not merely flow in and out; rather, money—representing your values—arrives when needed. You are now ready to observe yourself as Who You Truly Are and to discover that, in reality, You Are abundance, You Are the Divine Being undergoing an earthly experience. Therefore, it is not through earthly resources that you experience abundance, but rather through recognizing the greatness of Who You Are that allows abundance to flow.

Excerpt of a Channeling from the Source session
of 30.09.2025

 2 – to be continued